January 2010
I slept for eight hours. Did some school work for two and now I’m watching tv shows on Cast Tv.
I need to study all weekend…
I have a soccer game on Saturday and Sunday.
Fail.
And my friend’s going away party is Saturday night wtf. 10am Sunday game.
I think I’m going to take another nap.
I got knocked the fuck out today. Complete cartoon style. My head jerked back and I fell forward.
But I’ve had instances like that so many times And I think I’m really lucky I haven’t been knocked out cold for the nine years I’ve been playing.
Quit being so hostile!
People are dumb.
I want to own homes in Arizona, England, and France. Oh and Seattle.
I can accept the fact that I’m wrong, but explaining why I’m wrong giving the impression of ripping me a new one is not okay.
I’m not one to hide from confrontation. And that’s the reason why I don’t have a lot of friends. I don’t take bullshit and when you’re a bitch I quit.
I don’t waste my time with shitty people.
I try to appease everyone hoping in the end I will be happy.
School 8-2pm
Soccer 6:30-8pm
Show 8:30-9pm (if that!) waste.
Saw Rae, Zo, Katie (after I made her drive back to el co), and Damien. Josh was in the bar, so I couldn’t say hello. Roy went home cause he was feeling shitty.
So weird.
Went to Dicks and Half Price looking for Supernatural. Somehow I stopped at Walmart instead of going home. I have precalc in the morning and work yuck.
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I figured out why I didn’t apply to any colleges.
I was afriad of rejection. No Cornish, no UPS.
Shoot me in the fucking face. I’ve realized that and now I’m ready to try.
My life as Liz is painful to watch.
It’s just another one of those random things that stress me out.
Tap tap’s revenge
The lovely bones
Walking to a venue
Just to name a few.
Totally bummin’ out now.
Saturday is Tucker’s last day.
Aim to please
I’m aiming to have a mellow day.
Ryan Adams you are my friend today.
Let’s hope I don’t have to say
I quit.
Being awake on and off is weird.
If that makes any sense.
“I really don’t give a fuck anymore.”
“On a Lonely night you will every night is lonely without you here.”
I wish tabs were written similar to sheet music.
Where there are time and key signatures. Where there are rhythm and liner notes of cresendo etc. Fuck I just wish tabs and sheet music were crammed together.
It would make more sense.
Not a huge fan of The Lovely Bones. I also prefer Mark Wahlberg as a hot piece of ass in Shooter.
This film reminded me of Knowing with Nicholas Cage. It was great then turned to shit towards the end.
Oh and it doesn’t help that the little girl old her best friend the ending. They were sitting behind me and the movie wasn’t over.
“Remember what you said about being a friend now.”
I love Dennys.
There’s a hick family from Montana sitting across from me :D
Parking ticket has been waived :D
That woman needs to get her shit straight. Naptime.
When I volunteer I hope to get my buddy into Brighten. Ha
“Suddenly she found herself not knowing where to go, she found that what she...”
Not everything translates well.
Where are your sweaters?
French: where do they find themselves.
Ou est-ce que vous un pull et un tricot.
Iffy on the ending because I don’t want to grab my pocket dictionary.
Tucker doesn’t eat dog food.
“Forever is really only as long as you let it be.”
I have a lot of work to accomplish.
Study & understand math CHECK
Study French
Check Eng for work (hopefully do some of it)
So I have to do two more things, but it could possibly take a long time. I’ve worked on math all afternoon and I finally understand it. (crosses fingers, so I will remember it come Friday. Aka test day)
French I have passé composse. Aka past-tense writing. I...
I hate it when I ask for help the person will say yes. But when it comes time to do it they don’t.
Especially when it comes to studying. I don’t want to pay someone to help me. I don’t have that kind of money.
I’m still hungry.
I am hungry.
“Never say never, never say I’m not enough.”
I like to draw. I need to think about my major.
I want to intern at a management agency. I just want to do something with music.
International business
Business management
Audio engineering
I want to tour. I want to be in the background. Not the spotlight, I just want to make musicians look/sound good, interest people.
I want to sleep!!
Currently lying awake in bed 1:31am PST. No, I don’t want to text you Mason.
Schedule for when I wake up.
English 102 8:00-9:30am
Pre-Calc 142 10:00-10:50am
French 2 121 12:00-2:00pm
Soccer Practice (supposed) 6:00-7:30pm
I really want to run/kick the ball around.
INSTEAD
Work 6:00-10:00pm
What does I CANNOT WORK Tuesdays/Thursdays mean?!
Tired. Winter Quarter.
I got a new sketch book and charcol pencils today :) possibly drawing after homework.
